hey dial--
I'm currently laying on the couch in the living room, petting Maggie and thinking about where my clothes are that I need to pack. my nails are painted this cute, winter gray and my ring fingers are sparkled and specked with little diamonds [good choice]. I'm thinking of Provo and you and school and boys and friends and RM friends and hunter and missing home and blah blah blah and you get it. I'm thinking about everything all at once.
I feel like I have grown up so much since you have left, but there will forever be that old familiar drowning voice in my head begging my body to do more, to help more people, to connect with more people, to study more, to care more, exercise more, pray more, do everything more. I just get overwhelmed!
as corny/lame/pathetic/desperate as this sounds: weight was lifted from me knowing that I have you back. that after long days, failed tests, emotional strain, that I will be able to lay on your bed and eat Trader Joe's treats as we talk about CPB & TCZ & JJM & TPH & RRHS & VRHS & PHL. it's such a blessing. you are such a blessing. I read this entire blog again and we rule. ya know? we have grown up and stayed consistent and progressed. I'm proud of us! we are going to be alright, ya know that? come what may and The Wonder Twins will prevail!
know that I love you.
know that I will forever just miss you because of that 18 month hiatus.
know that I am excited to live in the same town again. [its been awhile homie]
know that you are apart of my favorite memories.
go dragons!
xoxo
b/Serena/schmelly/BFF
