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so we live in the same town again and you would think i wouldn't still miss you like crazy all of the time. but surprise, i do. we see each other sometimes but is not often enough. sometimes i think about high school and how we spent a good 85% of our time together and it just makes me sad. i mean i love my friends a lot, i really do. but there is no friendship like ours. and sometimes i wish we could run away. just you and me. back to a time when we had no responsibilities and too much money. cause those were the good ole days.

high school was a perfect time. we could skip school and run away to downtown or just to my moms bed. now we have college and friends and social lives to worry about. and i love my life dearly. but sometimes i wish i could have one day of 2010 back--preferably before my dad died, but i'll tae what i can get.

i guess what i am trying to say is thanks for being my perfect other half. i am grateful that even if i don't have you constantly by my side, i will always know you are my number one.

xoxo
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