n- today i'm needy

im sitting on mega bed. listening to brake up to make up. i cant sleep. i havent talked to you all day and i don't like it. yesterday i almost had an anxiety attack on the basketball court. it was really scary. but also it make me feel, which doesn't happen very often. so it was a nice change.

i am making a list in my head of places i would rather be and here it is:

• Halcyon
• international waters
• 716 Paradise lane
• Taco C
• incog with you and Jeremih
• Bitt Ln
• with maggie
• the TPH
• the bean
• hey cupcake
• Mexico
• running across parmer like a little old farmer
• RR Express game. 

that's my list. i miss you. sundays are hard. everyday is hard. 

i'm sorry im so needy. but thanks for being my best friend. you are literally the best. 

xoxo

n

P.S. thanks for that surprise party you threw me. it was perfect